As we approach the end of the month of May, I am proud and amazed of all that we have accomplished. Here is a rundown of what we have completed (or will have hopefully completed) by May 31st:
- 10 Neurofeedback sessions (joint)
- 3 appointments with my main doctor (joint)
- 4 therapy appointments (joint)
- 3 chiropractic and acupuncture appointments (joint)
- 2 IV iron infusions (me)
- 7 Biofeedback sessions (joint)
- 3 appointments for our home environment situation (husband and/or joint)
- 2 regular dentist appointments (both)
- 1 IV vitamin infusion (husband)
- 1 dermatology appointment–annual mole check (me)
- 1 holistic/biological dentist appointment–out of state (joint)
I am not sure how we have done all of this while working full-time and with periods of extreme fatigue, dizziness, nausea, vomiting, and/or physical pain in a variety of areas. I am sure grateful to have this month almost in the books. I feel relatively grounded despite all of this. I found myself taking one minute at a time and just reminding myself to focus on the next task/appointment.
We have had to do some pivoting with my treatment and dosages, and we are waiting to see how it all goes. If I cannot continue with this treatment, then we may have to change course. I am not exactly sure what that means, but that is for my doctor to figure out.
There has also definitely been the full range of normal and healthy feelings and emotions concerning my health situation this month. I have been sad, frustrated, scared, and disappointed along with having numerous moments of joy and gratitude. Knowing how much more difficult this would be without my husband’s support brings about tears of gratitude every time I think about it. And, then something funny happens, and I am back to laughing again.
Also, are you watching NCAA Women’s College Softball? I haven’t gotten to watch as many games as usual (see list of appointments above), but I have been able to catch some games. I love watching softball!
Brutal. So much adulting. Ramped up side effects from treatment. Exhaustion. Sadness, frustration, fear, disappointment.
Beautiful. Feelings of accomplishment. Knowledgeable and supportive practitioners. Flexible work schedules. Joy and gratitude. Laughter. NCAA Women’s College Softball. The best husband.
Just another day of . . . This Brutiful Life: The Brutal & Beautiful Moments of My Life.
This Brutiful Life 